Sometimes losing yourself is one way of finding it. does it make sense?

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Will this work?

Your lover will love you even more if you get them a pinata

Sunday, January 31, 2010

What happened to me these past few months

It's been a while since I updated this blog. A lot of things happened since then, let me start by telling you, that I have been kicked out of my dormitory in Iligan cause I wasn't able to pay the rent for 5 months. They took all my clothes and belongings. I borrowed money from my sister and immediately went to cebu.
life is tough, I realized I only have myself to lean on and if I don't find a job, I will starve to death. Lols. so, I applied a job with different call centers, and have been rejected a couple of times. whew. Finally I got accepted at Qualfon Contact Center Services.

Slowly, I was able to pay my sister the money that I owe her and start having a life again. I have made new friends in the company.

Anyways, my contract just ended on january 30, 2010 and I'm back from the start again. I'll be posting updates later. >.<

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

MY BROKEN SONNET



Note: this post is from my other blog, this was published on October 27th, 2005.
I took English 4 (Literature) last summer, i wasn’t really a big fan of Shakespeare’s sonnet..mostly because..i don’t understand what the heck he is saying! We were asked to do individual reports. Our teacher assigned us different sonnets to discuss and explain every single line of it. I was assigned to do "Sonnet 18" (see below)

SONNET 18
Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer’s lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm’d;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature’s changing course untrimm’d;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander’st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this and this gives life to thee

the first time i’ve read it..i was like " unsa mani oi sobra ka laglom!!"..the day of my report..i came to class unprepared! The time I was called on to do the report..i just stood in front of the class..inventing the meaning of the sonnet…hehe..ulaw au!

Thanks to my teacher, she backed me up and got me out of that total nightmare!

Do you know what the sonnet means? hehe..just try! if dili jud makaya..you can visit thist site! :p

http://www.shakespeare-online.com/sonnets/18detail.html

Sa una ra unta ni nako nakit an nga site para wala ko naulawan! hahaay!!

Monday, March 9, 2009

WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY HEART?


This troubled me for quite a while now, I noticed that I feel tired easily, and my heart would suddenly pumped so hard I can barely breathe. This must be stress I said to myself. I can't deal with the endless pressures right now. Final exams, INC's, Thesis, Graduation. I feel like I'm going to explode. It's draining my energy. I need to rest. I am tired.

SUNSETS MAKE ME SAD


When one is terribly sad, one loves to watch sunset. I watched 47 sunsets yesterday...

Sunday, March 8, 2009

POETRY REFORMED. POETRY REFORMED.


"Poetry reformed. Poetry reformed." this was what the IPAG director (forgot his name) said on the opening of TULA TUGMA SA SAYAW AT DULA.


I was suppose to watch the play last friday night at 7:30, but because of my laziness I arrived at the mini theater around 8. The door was already locked and the usher told me, that I have to watch it the following night with a reminder to not be late or else I'll be locked out again. I was a little pissed and mumbling to myself. ("Do you know why there are so many people watching your show? It's because english teachers have made it compulsory for students to watch the show, If not because of the teachers no one would watch it").

Since it is compulsory I attended the following night. The aura of venue changed amy mood and my perception about the show. The venue was interesting filled with actors and actresses in different characters. A young poet on the show (again I forgot her name) also shared her views about being a poet. A little extra keenness in life is what makes a poet. Experience is the key. She also mentioned that in poetry when you throw a poem to a reading public, people tend to create their own interpretation of the poem and with that a poem grow. Some interpretations may even be different from what the poet intended. Every interpretation is correct as long as you have the basis for it.
I began to understand Poetry in a different sight. I have always regarded myself as an artist but at that night I realized that my understanding about art is only on the surface level. I've learned a lot by watching the show and finally said to myself I'm glad I watched it.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

FAREWELL FRANCIS M.!




I was stunned when I saw the news yesterday that Filipino rapper Francis Magalona died because of Leukemia (nevermind the spelling not sure bout it)! He died at the age of 44..He looked young for his age..I didn't even know that he was sick. Well I was never really a fan of rap songs but I have always admired his love for music and for his country which is very evident in his songs. I hope wherever he is, he's happy and at peace. We will definitely miss you!

For those who wanted to know more about his battle against cancer visit his personal blog at http://happybattle.net

Friday, March 6, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER!


Today March 6, 2009 is my brother's (25th?) birthday!...
Thanks for always looking after us..I remember, once you asked me, will we make it? I pondered deep within this question and after a while finally answered "ofcourse we will, everything will be ok"...HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOY, hope you're happy on your special day!..

Monday, March 2, 2009

WISHING UPON A BLACK BALOON


As expected the prom was pretty boring..So we decided to go home early. Before heading back to the dormitory I snatched a black balloon off the venue's ceiling and took it to the dorm. After a few chats in the dorm, I invited my dormates to make write their wishes and attached it to the balloon and let it fly and we did. We released the balloon almost 3:00 am!! We also wrote our cellphone numbers in case someone find it. When I woke up in the morning I was surprised that somebody texted me and claim that he got our balloon. We were even more surprised that he was from another region almost 2 hours away from us. Wow! our little black balloon sure did flew in great distance. We made a new friend in the name of Ran-Ran. Hope our little wishes come true! One of the best moments in my dorm!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

COSPLAY FOR PROM!




I wanna try out being a cosplayer! i've searched a few costumes in the internet and so far i like this one the most. I kinda like the hollow mask too it goes very well with the ichigo bankai outfit!! hehee..wish i could wear it this prom..But i'm still planning to buy it..if i have enough money..sigh!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

ZAC EFRON AS KIRA (LIGHT) IN DEATHNOTE REMAKE??




One of my favorite animated series deathnote, is going to be adapted by the hollywood industry. and guess who's rumored to play kira? yeah that's right Zac efron from the hit Highschool Musical. Critics say that he's too happy to play as Kira. Some say he looks like kira and yeah he does i think he suits the character! I wonder how the disney fans would react? seeing Zac as a mass murderer?? haha..The movie is gonna be great! haha..Deathnote musical! can't wait!

Monday, February 23, 2009

I'M A LICENSED SCUBA DIVER!


I took my PADI licensure test two years ago with my co-majors under dive master Renoir Abrea. The test was basically about skills you need to execute during diving sessions. like what to do in case of you ran out of air, rescuing skills,swimming tests, and lots of hand signals memorization. Practices are done on swimming pools but the actual evaluation is on the open water.he experience was overwhelming, seeing the underwater world and breathing underwater! I passed the open water examination! and I'm planning to do advance diving and hopefully become a dive master myself! T Can't wait for the next diving experience! wooohhh!

RAGNAROK: MY FAVORITE DRAWING


It has always been my hobby to draw ever since i was a kid. and ofcourse I have improved since then. This is one of my favorite drawings. It's from a hit online game RAGNAROK. I don't really play the game but i decided to draw it nevertheless. I draw it on a whole cartolina paper..hehe..I used pastels as coloring materials...Sorry, the image is not that good since i only have my camera phone. Thanks and please comment.

Friday, February 20, 2009

HOW TO MAKE A MAN'S ORGAN OUT OF A HANKY

I learned about this when I was in highschool. My friends used to do this so I asked them to teach me. Hehe..It's kinda like Origami (Japanese art of paper folding) but this time we're going to do this with a hanky. Here are the steps in creating a masterpeice!! It's actually very simple Lol.


First is fold your hanky to about one fourth of it's size like the picture below



Fold the two upper corner so that it will look like this



Then fold the pointed upper part like in the picture



Then roll both sides of the upper diagonal corner towards the center.



Also roll each sides towards the center.



When you have finished rolling all the sides it will look like this.



Then turn the hanky around...tuck in the extra fabric...



...and TADAAANNNN!!! you have your very own origami piece...lol




P.S. This is not an adult content. This is Art..peace!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

My ADSENSE IS FINALLY APPROVED!

yey! after a little while my application has been granted. But I still have lots of quesrtions since i'm new to this. I've got to do a little more reading. Can anyone out there help me answer these questions? It'll be appreciated thank you!

What are channels?

What are feeds?

How do I increase my traffic?

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

PLEASE LOVE ME


Anyone, Please take me out on a date? LOL

It's Valentine's day and I don't have any plans. What a boring day..sigh..

I LOVE THE RAIN....

Photo by Karen Diarta

It's been raining quite a lot lately. When I was young I used to take baths under the rain, run around and play. I like the feeling that the rain brought. It makes my world come to a hault to just relax and chill. Everything seems so slow and hibernating. Like in a lucid dream. It kinda gives you a refreshment, calming and relaxing effect. I don't know but for some reason rain seems mysterious to me.

The rain is like little kisses from heaven.
The rain connects us all.
The rain symbolizes joy...

When I'm under the rain, letting go is easy. Rain just washes away my worries...

SASUKE ON MS PAINT


Done after 20 minutes or so.

I saw a video on youtube regarding tutorials for drawing on MS paint. I love drawing and tried to have it on MS paint. and here's the result. It's almost like an original drawing of sasuke, like my friends would say. But if you look closely you can see the difference. The eye sharingan is a little weird and the head protector's kinda off. Hope you like it.

Monday, February 9, 2009

AARRGGGHHH!!!!! I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!


WTF! Why is this happening to me.?? What have I done to deserve this??

I was working overnight last night editing my scientific paper. I was really relieved when I almost finished it. At 5am i finally take my rest and decided to finalize it when I wake up. I woke up about 1pm this day. I opened the file and to my horror, IT WAS CORRUPTED!!! Even my back up file was corrupted!! Fucking shit!!! It's like living in a nightmare, only THIS ONE IS REAL!! I worked my ass off overnight just to have my file corrupted???? huhu..I don't know what to do...I'll have to start again..God please help me...*sniff sniff*...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED!!

huhu..somebody please help. I still have a paper to do regarding our water analyis project. The worst part is it has to be submitted tommorrow!!!!! WTF! I'm such a lazy bum!....Hate Myself...I have been doing overnights for two consecutive nights and I haven't done anything!! LOL...Please help me God...hehehe...


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